Blind Logic

You a dangerous ride or die. you’ll have me believing i did no wrong. Lol i love you for that unconditional though. She my co-defendant and goes hard for me. Gotta hold on to that.

I’m ready for cuddling, I wanna be the little spoon. Dates planned for me. And maybe some kisses but not necessary. I like being single though. I just want a lil attention thrown this way.

I guess I’ll officially get this day going. Morning coffee here I come.

not sad by any means actually quite content. feel like i’m about to overflow, the tears will fall any moment. it’s been on my heart all weekend. the slightest irritations and happiest laughs made my heart flutter with anxiety. tears of joy, anger and hurt all have been at the brim. any shift in the balance i’m currently maintaining and i feel it will spill outward. for no reason and because of everything all at once. strange predicament. 

Conscious for the transition. Present in the moment. It’s a whole new vantage point. Illuminates the truth and amplifies the pain. But also eases the aftermath. They say the truth sets you free. This freedom is bittersweet. But in this case, the memories don’t sting as bad as before.

I see it. I always saw it.

Trust your intuition.

Restless